I’ve been having trouble sleeping lately. I think it’s because I signed Spense up for Summer Camp.

Of course, it’s supposed to be a great camp – I’ve been hearing wonderful things about it for a year now. It sold out quickly and I felt lucky to get in…

But now, just hours away from taking my precious 4 year old to a park for a 5 hour day with people I don’t know I’m wondering… why did I sign him up for this???

He’d going to want me to stay close by and I want to stay close. The thought of leaving him alone right now it making me so nervous. He’s 4!

Why did I sign up?

Will he even like it?

I just thought he should be exposed to some outdoorsy play. Sing some songs. learn some games….

They will let me stay, right? I mean, it’s a park. Anyone can hang out there. I will just stay.

He was sniffling before bed. Maybe he will have a cold tomorrow. Is it bad to hope he has a cold tomorrow???